Life/Self Help

It’s Not Real

During the hiatus that I took from my writing, I've had the chance to experience life a little more and do more self accessing. I think maybe I have found a link to the reason why the potential romantic relationships that spring up in my life are sabotaged in the early stages of development. I… Continue reading It’s Not Real

Life/Self Help · Writing


I looked at the broken windshield on my car and it put me in a bad mood.  I returned home and found that I had a broken window. My blood started to boil.  I woke up the next morning only to find that I had nothing to eat for breakfast except a measly granola bar. … Continue reading Gratefulness 



You don't want the same things I do. You never do. I see all the signs and warnings but decided to ignore them in hopes that things can change. They never do. Now you're on to bigger and better. Better than me. I feel silly for even believing it could all turn around. I feel… Continue reading “Situationship”

Life/Self Help · Writing

A Peace Treaty 

I silenced myself because I couldn't stop thinking.  I didn't speak in fear of what I might say. I was angry. But this angry was different.  This angry was calm and serene. This angry was nonchalant and apathetic. Maybe it was the Mary.  I knew it would come to this but no one ever thinks… Continue reading A Peace Treaty 

Life/Self Help · Writing

Heart of A Heartbreaker 

Where do you go when you've broken a heart?  What do you do? Who do you cry to? Who can you call on?  Everyone will pity the heartbroken. But what about the one who has to break the heart?  Does anyone ever wonder whether they wanted to? Does anyone ever think about how much it… Continue reading Heart of A Heartbreaker 

Life/Self Help

Sunday’s thought of the day

Discovering Sooz

I think throughout the world this is needed right now.

Love Sooz x

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Life/Self Help · Writing

Emotional Rollercoaster

I hate when it comes. It’s maddening. I sense the dark sneak in. I feel my feelings sinking. I taste bitterness. My tongue is dry from the wine. The fire I put to my mouth singes my lips. There I lay. Not sleeping. Not awake. Just there.   The Great Depression is present.   My… Continue reading Emotional Rollercoaster